Entry: Survey Monday, December 15, 2003



Anyone who knows me knows that I'm completely obsessesed (I can't spell) with surveys...I send a different one out just about every week so yah I decided to fill one out on here because I'm like i dunno...a dork. lol I'm sure there will be more of these gay surveys to come though. :)
Firsts.
First best friend: Brooke Brashier
First real memory of something: I dunno. lol
First car: my truck..my daddy thinks it's his, but he doesn't know what he's talking about. :)
First date: Never been on one...don't really care to either...
First real kiss: No real kiss yet, but I can tell ya one thing...it sure as heck aint gonna be from Ben (he's my creepy stalker at school)
First job: detailing airplanes
First screen name: godzgirl160 (that was back in the day...)
First self purchased album: I have no idea, but the most recent one would have to be Toby Keith's new Shock'n Y'all CD...everyone who doesn't have it should go get it now because Toby Keith is like the coolest!
First funeral: I don't really know
First pets: zoey...my pet fish...I've had a lot of fish, but they all die within like two weeks. :(
First piercing/tattoo: None yet...my parents are weird and they won't let me until I'm like 18 or something crazy like that...
First credit card: don't have any
First enemy: Kristina Hummingbird...I totally despise her!!!!
First big trip: Florida...I went with my family back in like 1995 or something lie that...it was forever ago.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: I don't know the name, but it was some old folk band that my parents listen to. lol
Last big car ride: Fall break when we went to Branson and Eureka Springs
Last good cry: I don't know if it would be considered a good cry, but last night
Last library book checked out: "A Child Called 'It'"...it's a really sad book about a kid who was abused in California
Last movie seen: Dumb and Dumberer...it was great! :)
Last beverage drank: Orange Juice
Last food consumed: Left over turkey from Thanksgiving
Last crush: Current crush and I aint telling who it is....<3
Last phone call: I don't talk on the phone...just aim
Last time showered: about 20 minutes ago...it was my first shower this month...J/K!
Last shoes worn: Sponge Bob Square Pants house shoes!!
Last cd played: Bon Jovi~Crush
Last annoyance: Being sick
Last disappointment: my oldest sister
Last time wanting to die: earlier today when I saw how upset my parents are because of my sister
Last time scolded: Probably last night, but I don't remember what for (that happens a lot)
Last shirt worn: tank top
Last website visited: my aol home page...
Five details about your appearance right now.
[x] i look like i haven't slept at all because i haven't since i stayed up all night crying
[x] i seriously need some fingernail polish remover which i will never use on cd's again NICOLE!!!
[x] need make up!!!!!
[x] my clothes are totally mismatched
[x] my hair needs serious help

Five things you did today.
[x] cried
[x] got on the internet
[x] cried
[x] listened to simple plan
[x] cried

Five things that everyone should know about you.
[x] I love the lake
[x] I love airplanes
[x] I love Randy(my adopted daddy!)
[x] I'm a dork
[x] I need a life. lol

Five groups/artists you listened to yesterday.
[x] Martina McBride
[x] Simple Plan
[x] Toby Keith
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Relient K

Five things that make you happy.
[x] Going to the lake
[x] Talking to Randy
[x] Airplanes
[x] My family
[x] Football

Five things that disgust you.
[x] Liars
[x] child molesters
[x] back stabbers
[x] Kristina H.
[x] people that don't even try to do anything with their life

Five things you can't live without.
[x] family
[x] talking to Randy, David, and Sheri
[x] the lake
[x] email
[x] best friends

Five things you'll do when you complete this.
[x] listen to my music
[x] cry
[x] clean an airplane
[x] cry
[x] sleep and cry

Five things you feel right now.
[x] sad
[x] tired
[x] mad at God
[x] depressed
[x] sad


do you like candles?: no
do you like hot wax?: yes...it's fun to play with
do you like incense?: incense??? I don't even know what that is. lol.
do you believe in love?: definitely!
do you believe in soul mates: i guess...i don't really know though
do you believe in love at first sight?: lust at first sight, but not love at first sight
do you believe in heaven?: yah
do you believe in forgiveness?: yes and no
do you believe in God?: most of the time...

who is your worst enemy?: Kristina H. and Mr. K.
if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: A monkey
what are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to: broken arrow...and ummm...i can't think of anymore
what are some of your favorite pig out foods?: chips, nutter butters, and any other lake food. lol
what's something that you wish people would understand?: why I'm angry with my oldest sis, and basically just me in general...
what's something you wish you could understand better?: why I'm the way I am...
who's someone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: Randy, Kim, Casey, Kelly, Uncle Dale, Chris, Aunt Barbara
II.YOUR FRIENDS LIST
a. Ever dated anyone who was your best friend before?: nope
b. Would you consider dating you best friends ex?: I would NEVER do that to my best friend
c. Have you kissed your best friends ex?: no way


THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
[x] never getting to tell people I love how I feel about them
[x] David and Sheri being so far away
[x] Monsters

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
[x] Randy
[x] Brian
[x] Nicole

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
[x] family
[x] best friends
[x] the lake!!

THREE THINGS I HATE:
[x] Kristina H./Mr. K.
[x] liars
[x] my bestest friends having to move

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
[x] my oldest sis
[x] Me
[x] Life

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
[x] Pics of my bestest friends
[x] junk
[x] more junk

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
[x] listening to simple plan
[x] trying not to cry
[x] thinking about David and Sheri

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
[x] get married
[x] make my oldest sis (holly) realize how stupid she is
[x] laugh so hard I cry

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
[x] be a dork
[x] giggle at really stupid stuff
[x] make guys cry

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
[x] be proper (I'm just not like that...acting like a girly girl doesn't work for me...)
[x] fix anything without burning it
[x] keep a straight face

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
[x] dorky
[x] giggly
[x] annoying. lol

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
[x] kinda tall and fat
[x] hazzle eyes
[x] short, light brown hair that looks like my grandma's when i wake up. :)

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
[x] Toby Keith
[x] Randy (he's smart and funny)
[x] the little devil that sits on your shoulder!

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
[x] Liars (i.e. Holly)
[x] idiots
[x] druggies

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
[x] Lol
[x] I'm a dork
[x] roflol

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
[x] I
[x] Hate
[x] Food

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW:
[x] why my best friends have to leave
[x] why God hates me
[x] why everyone can't just get along

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
[x] Coke
[x] Moutain Dew (it makes me hyper)
[x] Orange juice (when my parents won't let me have pop)

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
[x] Teletubies
[x] Seseme Street
[x] Barney

------------RIGHT NOW------------
* Wearing: Red shirt with my pj's that are like purple they totally clash. lol
* I'm feeling: sad and depressed
* Eating: nothing
* Drinking: nothing
* Thinking about: getting to see Randy
* Listening to: Simple Plan
* Talking to: Brooke Kerr

------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------
* Cried: yup
* Worn a skirt: Yesterday to church
* Met someone new: nope and I don't plan on it
* Cleaned your room: yah right...lol
* Done laundry: nope
* Driven a car: nope...my daddy won't let me drive till I'm 40. lol.

------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------
*Yourself: Never
* Your friends: most of the time
* Santa Claus: whatever
* Tooth Fairy: refer to Santa Claus
* Angels: not anymore
* Ghosts: nope
* UFO's: they're for people who have no life and imagine things...

------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
* Like anyone?: yes ;)
* Who have you known the longest of your friends: Brooke, Kelsey, and Matt
* When you cried the most: like the last year and yesterday after David and Sheri told us they were moving
* What is the best feeling in the world: Riding the sea-doo at the lake and not having a care in the world
* Worst Feeling: disapointing someone I love and having someone I love disappoint me
* Who sent this to you: stole it

*favorites*
[bands] singer* Toby Keith, Simple Plan, Good Charlotte, Plus One
[subject] English, history
[food] lake food
[color] Red

*this or that*
[boxers or briefs?] boxers
[plaid or striped?] Striped
[scream or scream2 or scream3?] I dunno...haven't seen any of them
[ska or punk?] punk
[salt or pepper?] salt
[okay, ok, or o.k.?] okay
[bright colors or dark colors?] bright
[tic-tacs or certs?] neither...they taste nasty
[sunshine or rain?] sunshine
[rain or snow?] rain
[sun or moon?] sun
[silver or gold?] Silver
[silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] silk
[preps or freaks?] freaks...they're the coolest
[popcorn-with or w/out butter?] With
[ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] none!
[shampoo+conditioner in one or separate?] seperate

*short answer*
[are you smart?] sometimes...if I feel like it, but most of the time I'm just ditzy
[do you like onions?] NOOOO!
[what instruments can you play?] I'm musically challenged!
[what words do you overuse?] lol, yah, dork
[do you like to fingerpaint?] and mess up my nails? whatever. :)
[do you sleep with socks on?] yah
[are you ticklish?] not really anymore
[are you shy?] sometimes
[do you talk to yourself?] all the time
[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories] 47. lol....2
[do you have a basement or an attic?] attic
[did you go to preschool?] I don't know. lol
[are you a morning person?] no way

*hard questions*
[would you rather burn to death or freeze to death?] freeze
[are the best things in life free?] yah, like love and friends and family and laughing and all that good stuff.
[can money buy happiness?] for a time
[if you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you make it?] pink
[if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be?] belly button and ears
[if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would it be?] I dunno...something cute though

4 FAVORITE GIRL NAMES: Zoey, Nicole, Ashley, Chloey
4 FAVORITE BOY NAMES: Randy, Brian, Matt, Jeremy
FAVORITE SOUNDS: Airplanes when they fire up their engines
FAVORITE SMELLS: sweet pea, frying bacon, the lake
4 FAVORITE MOVIES: Dumb and Dumber, Dumb and Dumberer, Bruce Almighty, Freaky Friday
4 FAVORITE T.V SHOWS: Whose line is it anyway, AFV
ALL OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS (Max 15): Randy, Matt, Krista, Natalie, Brooke K, Brooke B, Nicole, Abby, Rebekah, Lindsay, Monica, Kelsey, Ashley, Katie, Brian, Hannah, Rach, David, Sheri
LUCKY NUMBERS: 47
HOW MANY SN'S DO U GOT THAT U USE: I think like 3
WHAT WAS YOUR LAST GPA: 4.2 or 4.3
WHO IS UR FAVORITE TEACHER: Mrs. Worley this year, Mrs. Prather last year
WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE GRADE: i dunno
WHAT ARE THE 3 BEST WORDS TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF: dork, doofus, weird
YOUR FAVORITE FOODS: lake food
YOUR FAVORITE DRINKS: coke
WHAT DO U THINK OF CHERRIES: good in pies
WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO: Brooke Kerr
YOUR 6 FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS: these questions repeat a lot
YOUR 7 FAVORITE SONGS: Everyday, Angry American, I'm Just a Kid, Concrete Angel, You don't mean anything, I wanna talk about me, Be love, 3 wooden crosses
IF YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR NAME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE IT TO: Randy. lol

RED
What is love? the best feeling in the world
Name one thing you feel very passionate about: the lake
Does fire fascinate you? yah
Do you have a short temper? yah
Are you a friend to dragons? i dunno
Are you very warm hearted? sometimes
Do you feel intense emotions? yah

ORANGE
Are you bright? sometimes
What is the most wholesome thing you've done lately? I have no idea
Is vibrance a good characteristic to have? I guess...
Are you rich in self confidence? Nope
Are you rich in vitamin c? yup

YELLOW
Are you a very happy person? When I'm talking to Randy, at the lake, or at the airport, yes
Do you like the sun? Heck yah
Do you ever feel utter and complete joy? yup
Do you feel like the volume in your life is all the way up? not really
Do you feel warm inside when you hug people? yah
If you were a care bear would you be cheer bear? nah
Are you lemon scented? what the heck? lol

GREEN
Are you incredibly lucky? nope
Are you easy going? most of the time
Are you very mischievous? who me??? :)
Are you very lusty/sexy? you know it. lol
Ever find a four leafed clover? no...i thought i did a couple of times and then i realized i had miscounted. lol
Are you fresh like mint? these questions are weird
Does nature speak to you? like i said...weird ?'s

BLUE
Do you love to look at water? Heck yah
Are you calm/relaxed? sometimes
Is it very difficult to upset you? not at all
Are you at peace? kinda
Are you comforting? i dunno
Are you well balanced? not really
Are you content? usually

PURPLE
Are you royalty? Yes now bow down to me. lol
Are you very free spirited? most of the time
Are you conceited? sometimes
Do you have a passion for indulgence? what the heck?!
Are you a grape? omigosh, this is retarded
Are you a purple horseshoe? What a stupid question, no I am not a lucky charms marshmallow

PINK
Are you less than intense? probably...i dunno
Are you incredibly feminine? not really

BLACK
Do you absorb everything possible? yah right
Are you incredibly energetic? only if I'm going to the lake
Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: Simple Plan

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Finding Nemo
:x: movie you bought = I don't remember
:x: song you listened to = I'm just a kid
:x: song that was stuck in your head = You don't mean anything
:x: cd you bought = Plus One-Exodus
:x: cd you listened to = Simple Plan
:x: person you've called = David
:x: tv show you've watched = I don't know
:x: person you were thinking of = David and Sheri

DO...
:x: you think about suicide = sometimes
:x: you believe in online dating = Whatever!
:x: you want more piercings = considering the fact that I don't have any yes, my ears and belly button
:x: you drink = not yet..
:x: you do drugs = No because I don't want to be like Sammy
:x: you smoke = No

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = Against...they never work out
:x: using someone = against because it's totally worng
:x: killing people = AGAINST
:x: teenage smoking = Don't care either way
:x: premarital sex = Don't care either way about that either!
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = It's nasty, but there's like so many gay people at my school, and two of them are in my first hour

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = yah
:x: ever lied to someone = no brainer
:x: ever been arrested = nope

NUMBER...
:x: of times you have been in love? = I don't know
:x: of times you have had your heart broken? = Too many to count
:x: of hearts you have broken? = too many to count
:x: of drugs taken illegally? = None so far
:x: of people you would classify as true friends, that you could trust with your life = probably 7
:x: of people you consider your enemies? = 1...Kristina Hummingbord!!!!!
:x: of things in your past that you regret? = more then i can count

FAVORITE...
:x: scent = Sweet Pea, frying bacon, the lake
:x: word = sea-doo
:x: eye color = blue
:x: flower = rose
:x: piercing = belly button

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = whatever
:x: funny = Sometimes
:x: hot = whatever
:x: friendly = I try to be...sometimes it doesn't work as well as others
:x: amusing = most of the time
:x: loveable = yah right
:x: pessimistic = Heck yah
:x: optimistic = whatever
:x: caring = yah
:x: sweet = no
:x: dorky = Heck Yah
:x: Spell your first name back wards: eiluj
:x: 5 words that sum you up: incredibly, outrageously retarded and stupid

DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Wallet = the back pocket of my pants
:x: Toothbrush = Orange with red sharpee so Hannah and I don't mix ours up
:x: Jewelry worn daily = I don't wear jewelry
:x: Pillow cover = White that says sleeping under the stars at camp eagen and it has a ton of writing on it because all my friends signed it.
:x: Blanket = blue and white
:x: Coffee cup = don't have one
:x: Sunglasses = black and sportyish
:x: Shoes = flip flops that say Rams on them
:x: Handbag = Owasso Rams
:x: Favorite shirt = one from last year that every one signed
:x: CD in stereo right now = Simple Plan
:x: What you are wearing now = Red shirt with my pj's
:x: Hair = brown
:x: Make-up = none


WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -
:x: In my mouth = gum
:x: In my head = weird thoughts
:x: Wishing = David and Sheri didn't have to leave
:x: After this = airport
:x: Talking to = myself...Brooke got off
:x: Person you wish you were with = David and Sheri
:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = Nothing
:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = David and Sheri moving
:x: Do you like the taste of blood = kinda...
:x: Do you believe in love = yes
:x: Do you believe in soul mates = sorda
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight = lust at first site but not love at first sight
:x: Do you believe in God = at the moment no because he's taking David and Sheri away from me
:x: What do you want done with your body when you die = Cremated and thrown into the lake. lol
:x: Who is your worst enemy? = KRISTINA HUMMINGBIRD!!!
:x: If you could have any animal for a pet = spider monkey
:x: Ever been to Belgium? = Never even been out of the US
:x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? = Broken Arrow, or wherever it is that David and Sheri are moving to...
:x: What's something you wish you could understand better? = why people have to move and die and leave and all that stuff

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